I was sick all this weekend and with Christmas coming up in a week I am just way too busy to even think about turning the computer on.

• I still have all my Christmas cards to write. 
• I have some gifts to wrap.
• I have no idea what to buy George. 

On a good note, if the world doesn’t end Friday, my birthday is in 6 more days!! Yay! 

I’m going to be 25. Ew I’m freaking old lol. I feel like I’m turning 75 instead. Kinda depressing because my goal for 25 was to have two kids and to be done, instead I’m still trying to get on the horse lol. Oh well, there’s always Frankie. :)

Anyways, we did a Ugly Christmas Sweater photoshoot (me and my brother)today with my lovely photog bestie Elodie!. It turned out soooo freaking amazing. We only wanted 2 or 3 shots for out mom’s Christmas gift. Well we kinda ended up with 39, which we’re going to put in a album for her. Will definetly put those up when I get them back. 

Anyways this week is going to be crazy, so I’ll try to post, but I aint making no promises! 

My mom just called me telling me that my brother woke up upset today because he had a bad dream that I died. He was upset about it and she said you could tell it affected him. She told him though that it’s actually a good sign to dream about someone dying, that it’s a sign of new life starting. 

Coincidence that I’m testing this week? I hope not!

Temp keeps going up! Testing next Wednesday hopefully. 

Whenever I feel any kind of cramp or feeling down there I get paranoid that my period is coming. It doesn’t help that every night I keep dreaming about being pregnant, or testing or clomid. WTH body? 

This week has been full of interesting dreams, the two highlights must be the following:

I dreamt that I decided to shave my head, and this was what it ended up looking like, but worse.

Then last night I had an awesome dream that I was in an Chucky Cheese like arcade with Pauly D, playing all night, and we were all alone, and we were really good and kept getting lots of tickets back, and we found like 200 coins in a cup and kept playing until the rest of the jersey shore cast came back with George and we had like $10,000 because you could trade in your tickets for actual money. It was really fun. 

was my husband’s bus driver this morning when his bus broke down. We haven’t seen,spoken,thought about him in more then three years.

I don’t believe in coincidences!!

I had a whole bunch of scary weird dreams last night. First I was in a warehouse running from zombies( walking dead), then I was on a spaceship with Frankie running from things( doom) then I was back in Portugal , waiting for a bus in the cold( once upon a time), then I was back in highschool with George, my brother, an my dad, in a troubled detention class in the projects ( take the lead) and a few more I can’t remember.